My heart is crushed. I am caught in between.
Friday, August 28, 2009
The Two
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Labels: brokenness, friendship, past, poem, shiriel, The Two
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Mirror... Mirror on the wall.
I looked at the mirror today,
Looking for pimples i could erase,
Taking off the blemishes off my skin,
Frowning at the imperfection of my face.
Why did i even bother looking?
When all I could feel is ugliness.
But then, I really do wonder...
Why can't I help look at the mirror?
I think...Maybe, just maybe...
It's because I was made this way.
I was created to be beautiful.
Yeah, I think that's the real reason.
Beauty. How is it really defined?
Some say, "Beauty is expensive ",
Some say "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder",
Some even say that beauty cannot be defined.
So what does beauty really mean?
Let's go back from the beginning,
Way back to the Garden of Eden,
From the first woman who ever lived.
Eve.
She was described as beautiful.
She was the finishing touches of creation.
She was created to produce beauty.
That is what beauty really means,
Let's go straight to the point.
How is beauty really defined?
Simple. Beauty is womanhood.
Everything about a woman,
is simply just beautiful.
From the way she walks,
to the way she talks.
From the way she dresses,
to the way she washes,
From the way she smiles,
to the way she cries.
From the way she touches,
to the way she conceives.
From the way she cooks,
to the way she loves.
If you're a woman, then you are beautiful,
no matter what the mirror says to you,
it could never be as accurate as your heart.
In every core of our heart is a woman that is captivating.
So the next time you look at the mirror,
Smile and see the beauty in you,
It can be your eyes, your smile, your nose,
Or even your lips, or your brows.
In every woman, there is great beauty within.
So when the mirror talks to you again,
Smile and just say,
"I am beautiful, I was created to be beautiful."
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Labels: beauty, creation, eve, Garden of Eden, God, mirror, shiriel, smile
Monday, August 24, 2009
First Love
I've liked a guy for six years. He was cool and all that, but he was just a friend. I even wondered why I liked him so much all these years, when I don't even know him that well. I guess this is what you call a "crush" just seeing the mere outside and liking it at that point only. I realized lately that this guy I've liked since I was in grade school, was already gone from my heart, my standards went higher as time passed.
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Labels: first love, God, happiness, Lord, love, Shii, shiriel, single
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Someone I like...
Today I saw someone,
Whom I didn't expect to see.
Someone dear to my eyes,
Unsure if dear to my heart.
He is someone I've known,
Not far from before,
He's actually new to my life,
Which I treasure the most.
He is someone I love to see,
but when his presence is present,
I begin to act like a total crack.
Eating my words, cannot stay put.
Someone I don't really know,
Whom I like to observe,
To know much better,
Than what i already know.
He is unable to be reached,
He is someone who sees me,
Not more than a little girl,
Who needs a pat on the head.
He is quiet, simple and blank.
His words strikes into my heart,
He rarely speaks of foolish things,
And that's what I like most about him.
He is mysterious and calm,
He thinks deeper than the others,
He slowly processes wisdom at hand,
And ask questions I never thought of.
He sits in a certain position,
That makes him look smart and cool,
What's even more better than that is,
He acts this way ever since before.
He doesn't hide what he thinks,
He is straight and frank.
His words hurt at times,
But he speaks in complete truth
He is simple, tall and thin.
Too simple that makes me want,
To add more art on how he dress,
Something I'd do for love.
He thinks so deep that i want to sink,
To dive in his thoughts and clearly see,
What he is hiding deep within.
To see the condition of his heart.
I want to understand him more,
But I don't have the license to do so.
We are friends and that's how it is,
It doesn't hurt, for i do not expect.
There are no emotions attached,
To my pure admiration for him,
For i really haven't seen who he is,
For i can only see the outer mask.
I hope i can see him often,
and talk to him about life,
But i know deep within,
That if i do, I'd fall for him.
I am now not ready for such a thing,
For i know he is still growing and so am i.
He is very near and yet i feel so far.
I want to be a friend, but how can i be?
All I pray today,
Is that i would get to know him more,
and not fall for him the way i see.
I want to be dear to him as he is for me.
Pure friendship is what i deeply seek,
I wonder if he'd accept the offer i wish to give.
I cannot imagine my life with him,
but i really do want to know who he is.
I'm not sure, but i think,
I am deeply attracted to him,
for he is someone like me.
I don't know, I'm not sure.
Whatever it is, all i can say,
I think I like him,
But i could never ever say I love him.
I admire him and i think it'll stay there.
<3
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Labels: admire, confessions, like, love, romance, shiriel magalong, teen
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
STOP!
Busy there, busy here,
Busy now, Busy later.
It's a never ending cycle.
Too much need, to much work.
Where is the beauty of life,
It is never found no more,
when everything is just so fast,
Nothing is just like before.
Stop!
Take a bit of a moment,
to pause in this fast paced life,
You have to want to pause,
To see life in a better view.
It's worth the pause and miss out some,
that never pause and miss out all,
Life isn't all about busyness,
Take a pause and you'll see what i mean.
When you take a pause, to stop
You're giving yourself a precious gift,
the gift of life that was meant for you,
So don't waste it and open it.
Life isn't all about work,
Sometimes you just have to pause,
to see the beauty of what you've done.
Being busy ain't cool, so Stop! you need it the most.
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