Bitter Sweetness

You were happy, i wanted you to stay that way,

I didn't want to kill the smile you've made.

I wanted you to keep that smile up high.

Believe me, i didn't want to turn it up side down.

But i'm sorry i just can't keep it,

This is the way it has to be,

Painful i know it may seem,

but i'm doing this for you.

I was happy that you trusted me, trust me more now,

even if what i say would hurt your heart the most,

Coz I gotta break this deadly cycle your in,

I want you to smile for long, believe me its true.

But i'm sorry i just can't keep it,

This is the way it has to be,

painful i know it may seem,

but i'm doing this for you.

Just to let you know, i hate what i did,

It pains me deep within,

but i had to do it for you,

i don't want you to crash before your smile.

Bitter you may feel with the words i said,

but sweetness is behind every word expressed.

I didn't want to say these words as well,

but i had no choice, i cared enough to let you know.

I'm sorry i just couldn't keep it,

This is the way it has to be,

Painful i know it may seem,

But this is all done for you.

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Its for my best friend... i told her what i think is the truth, and i crashed her smile into tears...