Showing posts with label happy days. Show all posts
Showing posts with label happy days. Show all posts

Monday, November 24, 2008

One of Those Days...

One of those days.


It's one of those days,

where I think of the weirdest things,

My time of slacking around,

and imagining a different kind of life.


It's one of those days...


Where I think that if i was a boy,

I would surely be a handsome one,

Being the prince of a lady in distress,

And rescuing her from her boring life.


It's one of those days...


Where I think if i was a pig,

I would surely have a cute little nose,

oinking with a different tone,

That would surely give a smile to another pig.


It's one of those days...


Where I think if i had my own home,

I'd paint it black and white,

Furnish it with my homemade designs,

And finishing it with my little handmade sculptures.


It's one of those days...


Where I think if i was a teacher,

I would surely inspire my students,

Help them even outside school,

And listen to their pains and joys.


It's one of those days...


Where I imagine if i was a mother,

I'd surely hug and kiss my child like no other,

Showering it with love and tenderness,

Raising my child in God's likeness.


It's one of those days...


Where I imagine if i was a millionaire,

I'd shower my money to our youth ministry,

Giving tons of gifts to homeless children,

And buy my mother her own dream home.


It's one of those days...


Where I think that if i was a famous singer,

I'd sing with gentleness and love,

To relax the listeners and give them a soft touch,

And be able to listen to the voice of God.


It's one of those days...


Where I thank God for creating me the way I am,

and that however God could've created me,

I'd still be the best person i could be,

For God is in me and that's gives out the best in me...


Anywhere, Anytime, Whatever i could've been.

Make it a boy, a pig, teacher, mother, singer, millionaire...

The best of me would still come out,

For my identity is not based on man's opinions,

but it is based on the Word of God, God's amazing love.


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

A Job? or an Exam?

For several days now, no weeks, i haven't been myself. I have been a lazy slouch ever since after my 18th birthday and well i haven't been active and haven't been a blessing to my family.

Honestly speaking, i don't like who i am right now. I am not walking my talk. I just hate it when i do that. I've been thinking too much lately and not being able to act much...

I wanted to do a lot of things to the point that i am not doing anything anymore! I'm hopeless... I can't do anything... Only God can help and fix my laziness dilemma..

I was really wondering what is up with me... Then after watching several inspirational movies and my debut vcd... I realized that I am missing something.. Something important to me... I'm missing my social life. I'm missing school. I miss studying. I miss meeting new friends. I miss challenges...

I want to be back in school, i think i don't want to be in a company.

I know that i would have vacation until october, so i asked my parents if i could work somewhere... and now that they finally found a company, i'm feeling nervous about it... I know it'll help me big time, but it'll eat up my time and well, i'm not sure if i'm ready to work. I'm still a teen, and i want to study.

This circumstance, made me think of my friends who work and doesn't go to school. At first i was like "How i wish i was in their shoes" i mean earning money and all; but i realized that they're missing a lot and it's very hard on them...

I never thought how they would feel if i didn't even went through it. I'm thankful that i did go through it, but then again I am still pressured...

I don't know what is really up with me, but yeah, i can't do anything anymore, only God can put me back on the right track... All i can do now is to kneel and pray, and wait for God's answer...

A job or an exam? I would gladly take an exam with friends, than a job without fun... BUt hey i am open to having a part-time job, i mean i can also meet (older) friends there and well i can have experience. :D so i want to have a part time job too! I'm just scared...

BUt i also want to go to school with students having the same age as i do... but that seems impossible now, I have a different lifestyle and well, i have to be happy on what i have and create excitement and difference on what i have now, even if its hard or it means giving up a lot of things... :)

Monday, June 2, 2008

Happy Days...^__^







This is like one of the bestest days of my life!!!:D i'm just so happy to the point i'm typing like speed racer is driving!!



My bestfriend just accepted Christ into her heart... Happy days, happy days..:D and she experienced God today in a very amazing and memorable way...huwa..i'm like so blessed and inspired...:)

I feel fired up now! Im going to share more and more and more! so i can seemorepeople in Heaven and God would be uber happy too!!! *boogie*



Huwaa...watta day...



And i got to learn so many things from my neesan, i am just soamazedhow little i still know... and i wana learn more, and more, and more!

Inspired + Fired + Encouraged + Used by God = Complete Joy


...I love this day *faints*

 
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