True Success

True Success,

I found today where it lies,

Where it could be found,

where it could be attained.

True success I've found,

Not in my skills or gifts,

Not in my bank account or savings,

Not in how hard I worked with it.

True Success is easily spotted,

But is usually ignored and rejected.

It is challenging and pride killing.

Something hard to accept.

True success is no mystery,

It is in the hands of our God.

How to attain it is in His laws.

True success is found with conditions.

True success will reach dreams,

True success will bless relationships,

True success will pour financial blessings,

True success will create real confidence.

True success is found in His Laws.

This is the only source of true success,

Want to know how to attain it?

Read Ephesians 6: 1-3

It's proven and tested,

Wait for my life testimony too,

and someday I will prove this true.

It's a challenge I would surely face.

To reach the dreams God has given me. :)

To be a friend

I really like you so much,

but I think it won't be long.

I know that you are not for me,

but what if I am wrong?

I want to be there for you always,

but do you even need me?

Am I forcing myself into you,

Or am i just plain being a friend?

Everything was well,

Until you somewhat changed.

Did I do something wrong?

Or am I just thinking way too much?

I missed having fun with you,

and not seeing you has been weird.

It's as if we are friends,

but at the same time we are not.

We never had the chance,

To really know each other enough.

Or is this enough,

And i just couldn't accept that fact?

Do I really like you this much?

But what if you don't feel the same?

Is it really about liking you,

or filling this longing in my heart?

Am i being selfish again,

or has love always been like this?

Human love i couldn't understand.

Why does it have to be so hard.

I want to be the best friend for you,

But how could I be one,

When I need you more than you do.

I don't like what I am saying no more.

I think I really like you,

and I don't think it's healthy.

Our friendship might come to an end,

with these crazy emotions I feel.

I think it's time to let go of myself,

and be a real friend that I should be.

Letting go of my feelings for you,

And focusing on the friendship you give. :)

Counting the days

The bells are ringing,
Homemade cookies baked,
Red and green cards everywhere.
The spirit of Christmas is here.

Christmas is here once again,
Knocking at our doors,
With songs of carols,
Christmas music everywhere.

But why can't i feel it again?
I didn't feel it last year,
Now it's here once more.
Just like the year before.

Busy again before December came,
Been like this three years in a row.
I miss the Christmas spirit in me,
I want it back but don't know how.

I miss counting the days,
Playing Christmas music in full blast.
Wrapping home made gifts,
Writing Christmas letters.

I miss being excited!
I miss the thrill of the months of -er.
I miss decorating any rooms I am in,
I miss christmas fun parties.

I miss Christmas cookies,
I miss writing gift lists.
I miss my spirit...
My spirit of Christmas.

I've been looking for it for long,
It's been three straight years now,
And i can't seem to have it back.
Christmas is an ordinary day for me now.

An ordinary day, or holiday...
Does it even matter?
When I lost the spirit of Christmas.
I lost it... I need it back...

No Title

God I know you're there,
I know that you look after me,
With every move i make,
Wether be it big or small.

God You know my worries,
you know that i trust you,
but do i really trust you enough?
Is doubt really that deceiving?

God You know that deep within,
I have full faith in your Word,
But then again doubt went in,
Asking if it was really your Word.

God you know that I love you,
But sometimes i think I've sinned too much,
Yeah, Forgiveness is always there,
But i don't want to hurt someone i love.

God You know my needs,
You know what I need right now,
You know what could calm me,
You know where I am going.

God there's so much doubt in me,
that i want to go crazy already.
I cried to you several times,
I know my tears matched with yours.

God I want to trust you,
Could you please renew my heart?
I want to keep my faith strong,
Strong enough that doubt couldn't creep in.

God I realized that I really am nothing,
Without you I can never live.
I don't know what's up with me.
Maybe all I just want to say is that...

God I need you

Reaching my Dreams for yours

I have a dream

And that is for you to reach your dream

Confusing I am to you right now,

But that's the truth, it is my dream.

I dream for you to reach your dream,

and ignite the passion in your heart,

I know you couldn't do it alone,

For I myself couldn't do it alone as well.

I dream for you to never loose hope,

That in every dream is a future unseen.

A future we may never know for sure,

But would surely change history I know.

Each of us has a dream of our own,

Some are unpleasant but most are good.

Each dream needs guidance for sure,

And that is my dream to guide you to yours.

I want to reach you as far as I could,

As far as reaching to your home.

I want to encourage you in every way,

That you may see the importance of your dream.

All dreams have a purpose of their own,

It is in your hands if you'll use it for good or not.

This is my calling this is my dream,

To help you reach your dream for good.

Please pray for me I plead,

I want to reach you as soon as i can,

I know it seems impossible for now,

But nothing is impossible through my God.

Even when everybody says I can't.

I will choose to say "I can!"

Coz Nobody could step on this dream i have,

Unless I allow them to crush this hope in me.

I know I can reach you wherever you are,

It's just a matter of perseverance and faith.

Nobody said it would be an easy task,

But that's the thrill of reaching a dream!

So just wait for me my friend,

I will help you ignite that passion in you.

Just keep on holding and never let go,

Together we will make your dreams come true!

Is it Deep Enough?

I like you.

I don't really know how deep that is,

But all I know is I like being around you.

I just like it, I can't explain why.

I've been thinking a lot,

Why do I even like you so much?

I don't know how deep that is,

Is it just a friend or more than that?

There were days that i didn't care so much,

But then the question still hunts me so far.

Why do I like you so much?

I can't even answer that question right now.

I like you but i can't go deeper than that,

I can't say I love you, coz I just don't.

I like you is the perfect phrase.

Not a lover not even a crush.

Yes you are special to me,

But does speciality fall to love immediately?

I don't really know how to answer that.

I like you. Is that special enough?

A lot has been running through my mind,

Will you stay for long as my friend,

Even if I find my special someone in my life,

Or would you leave just like the others did?

You're special and I like you,

I don't want to loose you,

But I don't want to love you neither.

Am I being unfair, or just normal?

I believe you are matured enough,

but then again that is my prayer.

Mature enough to stay as friends,

Coz I'm afraid to loose you as well.

Maybe I should just stop thinking,

And enjoy this friendship you've given.

But then again, I can't help it at times,

I'm just afraid of loosing you from my sight.

But then... there's nothing to be afraid of,

Coz I like you and that's all there is.

Or am I just confused deep inside,

Not knowing "I Like You" is deep enough?

Behind the Poise

She drops her purse,

Picks it up in great poise,

Smiles to the people around,

Walks like a princess on a street.

She is always seen to be polite,

Demure and gentle in every way.

Speaks with great gracefulness,

That no men could not resist.

She is very pure and serene,

For this she is found to be weak,

Found to be fragile deep within,

Seen as if she could break anytime.

But not everyone can see,

What is really deep inside of her,

Beneath her smooth and frail front,

She is hiding something big.

She is a warrior deep within,

No matter how demure she can be,

No matter how fragile she can look,

No matter how unbelievable it can be.

She is a warrior in the heart,

No other can take that off of her,

She is stronger than she thinks,

That soceity can't always accept.

She is a warrior in disguise,

That no man could really understand.

A princess and a warrior in one,

That God created in perfect deisgn.

A princess that takes his breath away,

A warrior that keeps him secured.

A princess and a warrior by heart,

That can be seen in every woman around.

In every princess is a warrior inside,

Who fights with great courage,

Paired up with great beauty and faith,

That no other could really defeat.

A princess and a warrior in one,

That's how God created us,

Women in the making,

That is sure taking breaths away.