A declaration

This entry is a declaration.

From this day on, until the time God would call me to do this, I am giving up cosplaying!

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My Little Friend

I have a little friend inside of me,

That calms my heart down,

When it is raging with madness,

That nobody else could calm down.

I have this little friend inside of me,

Who is very patient,

Who is willing to help me any time,

Especially when anger gives me a visit.

I have this little friend inside of me,

Who'd never stop offering himself,

Even if he's completely ignored

At times when my mouth shuts my ears.

I have this little friend inside of me,

that never leaves me alone,

At times when everybody else,

Could never understand how i really feel.

I have this little friend inside of me,

Who is always at war with my pride,

And never gives up no matter what

When anger stirs up my emotions.

I have this little friend inside of me,

Who's the key to healing my heart,

The bridge to connect broken hearts,

The gift that gives peace to my heart.

I have a little friend inside of me,

Whom is always ready to give me a helping hand,

When anger hits my heart.

He's the key to a peaceful life.

This little friend inside of me

is well, not so little after all.

Let me introduce his name to you,

That you may let him give you peace as well.

"Forgiveness"

Packages

Packages sent from heaven,

Are daily gifts filled with love,

To have it in your hands,

Is a choice you must wisely make.

Packages sent from above,

Are commonly ignored by daily routines.

One must take a silent pause,

To see the beauty heaven has brought.

Packages sent from Heaven,

Are filled with memories of the past,

Filled with laughters and tears,

That heaven would never forget.

Packages sent form above,

Are sent by angels unseen by the eyes,

Covered by their mighty wings,

That no storm could delay.

Packages sent from heaven,

Are sent with a purpose in perfect timing,

Some are wrapped with prayers,

Some with deep anointed worship.

So have you received your package today?

Don't miss it or you'll drop your smile.

These packages are meant to be opened,

On the day it was sent from Heaven. :)

Friends

It's funny how a simple smile,
from a dear old friend,
would make my heart skip a beat,
and never want to leave.

It's funny how a simple "Hi",
could make me want to stay,
and cancel all my plans,
and stay with that friend.

It's funny how a simple pat,
could make me want to smile,
that comes from the heart,
that would never seem to fade.

It's funny how my feet won't move,
Once i am beside that friend of mine.
How my thoughts would jump,
From one happy memory to another.

Unforgettable moments,
Flashing before my thoughts,
that makes me want to talk and laugh,
as if tomorrow won't come.

It's funny how a friend, or friends,
would lead me to happiness,
without them doing a thing or two.
Just being with them, is enough.

It's funny how this joy inside,
would never fade at all,
Even if we've said our farewells,
On this busy day.

These feelings rushed into my veins,
with just seeing a friend for a few minutes,
A few minutes that refreshed my mind,
and gave me joy like no other could give.

That's the gift of a friend.
Just being there, a smile or a pat,
could turn a hectic busy normal day,
Into an extraordinary joyful memory :)

27

It's one of those days again.

Recently i met a prophet,

God showed me my future,

through this great prophet.

A bright future i have indeed.

Though, there is one thing,

that greatly caught my attention,

Something i never expected to hear,

but was said to me on that day.

27 he said... when i turn 27,

That's when i'll get married.

Yeah, i was breathless for a second,

Diverse thoughts flashed like thunder.

19 I am right now,

Happily single and loving life,

I wonder what life would be,

In between these years of mine.

I wonder, is he safe?

Is he waiting for me to come?

Or has he given up waiting for me?

Can he wait? can he?

Questions i could never answer,

Only God knows for sure.

I lay him all in God's hands,

to keep him safe and pure.

This is a long journey for me,

A journey of challenges,

of self-control,

of obedience.

I pray that i could manage,

to stand on my own feet,

until the day that we'll meet.

8 years isn't such a long time.

But the journey in between,

is an adventure worth to keep.

A journey of faith and obedience,

Of passion and fire for God.

Honestly, I can't wait,

Till the day that we would meet.

I wonder if he feels the same,

to a future that is unseen. :)

Notebook in Pink Ink

Prayers i wrote down,

On a simple notebook on my bed,

written in pink colored ink,

Simple yet covered with faith.

I wrote as if i was talking to God,

Wrote with joy and expectation,

With faith and excitement,

with love and fulfillment.

Never cared what the world would think,

it's written on my simple notebook,

that only my loving God could see,

a place where i could commune with Him.

I love my notebook in pink ink,

Coz there i could read my answered prayers,

Prayers written in faith, covered with love,

written in letters, embedded in the heart.

God answered every thing i wrote,

Answered not in years, but in days,

No, not even days, but hours.

God answers in love and perfect timing. 

I can see the greatness of God,

on my notebook in pink ink,

I saw His care and great love,

in the little details of my life.

God is real,

I can prove it for sure,

with my notebook in pink ink,

surely you'll be amazed.

Though i don't need to prove a thing,

coz it can happen in your life as well,

just have the child like faith,

forget about the world and focus on Him.

Try jolting down your thoughts,

maybe in blue black or green ink,

it doesn't really matter at all ,

as long as you have the faith.

Suprise Visit

A surprise visit anger gave my problems today,
Ruined my day and broke some hearts.
People i love, people who loves me,
tears and pain in their hearts i have brought.

A problem so small that anger worsen,
giving a tiny foothold to lies unwanted.
Caught off guard that pierce peaceful hearts,
Pierced by words not meant to be pronounced.

Words released sharper than the sword,
scars so deep, only God can heal.
This is what anger can do in a blink of an eye,
it is unwanted, unexpected, it comes in surprise.

How i wish i could turn back time,
to erase the words I've let go in a snap.
Words unthought about, that wounded hearts,
because of the surprise visit anger has done.

Problems really are blessings in disguise,
but if not handled well,
they're curses ready to charge.
More prepared than we could ever expect

Regret is written all over my soul.
but condemnation is never welcomed for sure.
Forgiveness is the only key,
to these broken hearts I've locked down.

Pride must be offered to God,
to release forgiveness to others and oneself.
Forgiveness is grace given from God,
it shouldn't be taken for granted at any time.

I've learn today,
that problems should be handled with care
or fragile, peaceful hearts,
would be at stake and broken into pieces