Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Monday, February 2, 2009

I appreciate it, but no.

A poem for someone who confessed to me lately...>_<

A friend i met in a short while,
Confessions of feelings you let go.
I appreciate it much, i really do.
but I'm sorry I don't feel the same way.

Everything went just so fast,
I enjoyed the blooming of our friendship;
But because of such a thing you did,
the blooming somewhat came to a pause.

You're a great man, inspired me deep inside,
You're passion for music is just so grand.
Please focus on the talent God has given you,
For surely i know God will use you mightily.

Please, from the bottom of my heart,
set your eyes on the path God has given you,
A destiny only you can finish,
A responsibility meant to be handled.

Let's just be friends for now,
Friends without any expectations,
Pure and holy in the eyes of God,
that He may bless our friendship greatly.

Right now studying I am in love with,
Being single is what i yearn as of now,
No commitments, no disturbances,
My eyes and heart is looking straight into God's plan.

At times, I admit, I long for a companion,
but its those times into which I choose,
Choose to focus on becoming a better woman,
For the prince that is unknown to me for now.

Please, I pray, do the same,
Be the best man you can be,
for the future princess you want to attain.
I know you can do it, believe it so.

For now, I may look like the princess you long,
but know me first for we will never know.
Feelings are fast to develop,
but wisdom is a must to be learned.

Think, pray about it,
you might be making a wrong choice,
choose beyond your feelings,
Learn and open you heart.

You're a great man i admit,
but you can become the best.
Hold unto God's hands first,
let me go and you'll see what i mean.




Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Men. period.

I hate to admit it, but yeah i think i'm beginning to be boy crazy again. Then i wondered why. It's because i've been lazy recently.

Being lazy makes my brain lazy as well, leading to endless thinking and endless slouching. Leading me to think about nonsense things like boys! ~_~

I'm not saying boys are nonsense, but thinking about them endlessly IS nonsense...just imagine a guy that only thinks about girls.

I came to a conclusion to stick to only one guy for now. I'm sticking to a brother of a friend of mine who lives in another country. That way, feelings won't develop and longing of the other gender won't increase..:D

I mean that's what i did with Kyle, I liked him up until yesterday and that paved a way for me to be single for almost 6 years... :D cool huh? So yeah i'm sticking to this guy and it'll end my boy crazy and let me focus on God.

I want God to be the center of my heart. Not boys... :) I can't do this alone i know, but I can do this with God!:D *w00t*

 
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