100th Entry

Tomorrow.

I wonder what it shall bring.

Happiness, Pain or No changes?

I really wonder what's instored.

Tomorrow.

Such a simple word,

Yet can always surprise us.

Good or bad, what does it bring?

Tomorrow.

Should i fear it?

Or should I look forward to it?

Excitement for sure is in.

Tomorrow.

All I can say is that,

Today will produce,

What tomorrow would be.

Tomorrow.

Should I really worry about it?

Or should I leave it in the hands,

Of the one we call Today?

Tomorrow. Today.

Which should we focus on.

The present or the future?

Weight it, choice is a must.

Tomorrow. Today.

What is Tomorrow,

When Today is neglected.

Today is much important?

Today.

I must take one step at a time.

Not leaning so much into Tomorrow,

Yet not lagging too much in Today.

Both must be balanced as i see.

Today.

Such a simple word,

Just like Tomorrow,

Yet gives a different emotion.

Today.

Such present it is from God,

That should be appreciated,

Not Tomorrow but Today :)

One thing is for sure.

Today I am enjoying,

And Tomorrow is exciting,

Life is a journey for you and me :)

So this New Year we face,

Let your Todays be filled with joy,

And your Tomorrows with excitement.

Enjoy life to the fullest, as God designed it to be.

:)

I will Grow up :)

There's a kid inside of us,

that could never be forgotten,

a treasure meant for keeping,

and hidden for a certain time.

A kid inside all of us,

That tells us to enjoy life,

To take rest when tired,

To live like there's no tomorrow.

There's a kid inside you and me,

Who never stopped telling us,

That we need to love and care for others,

As much as we need to be loved and cared for.

A kid jumping inside of us,

Reminding us that life is a blast,

WHen we focus on the simple things,

Rather than the complicated ones.

There's a kid inside our hearts,

Reminding us of our first Love,

Our first love whom died for us,

Who would never ever leave us.

A kid crying inside of us,

Wishing that we be forever young,

and appreciate life God has given us,

That was meant for us to enjoy.

There's a kid inside all of us,

That would never ever fade,

but could rust and be broken,

And be hidden in deep darkness.

A kid inside all of us,

That shouldn't be forgotten,

but remembered as always,

Even if we've all grown up.

There's a kid inside all of us,

That keeps us smiling,

that keeps us laughing,

that keeps us from crying too hard.

A kid inside all of us,

Reminding us all,

That in the eyes of God,

We are still a kid forever, forever His. :)

Mask it All

All I ever wanted was to give joy,

Joy for this holiday we celebrate.

To visit a sick friend is what I want,

But another force doesn't want me to.

I am just so sad,

That this Christmas all i bring is tears,

All i bring is perfect imperfection.

What more could I ever offer.

This Christmas is my saddest so far.

I don't want others to feel it for sure.

So let me bottle up myself this time,

Being open ain't just my thing.

I go to extremes I know I do.

How I wish i have a medicine of cure,

A doctor who could examine my heart,

and teach it to balance as I should.

Why is it so difficult to be me?

How am I suppose to live?

I am always lost and misunderstood.

It's just time to mask it all once more.

Whispers

Singing my heart out,

One Sunday morning,

amongst the crowd,

I saw you and I smiled.

I wonder if you noticed me,

my eyes met yours,

and right there on I whispered,

a simple prayer of chance.

CH.

God listen to my plead,

Give us another chance to meet,

Nothing less, Nothing More,

All I want is another chance.

I don't know how many angels,

delivered this whispher,

but God heard it for sure,

For I was given this chance.

We met not only with eyes,

but our hearts intertwined,

I found a friend in him,

and I wanted to keep it there.

CH.

God listen to my plead,

Give us another chance to meet,

Nothing less, Nothing More,

All I want is another chance.

I found a lot of chances,

because of my simple whispers,

Whispers that turned into music,

music of prayers in perfect melody.

And it all began

with a simple whisper,

whisper of prayers,

prayers of chances,

chances turned into fate.

Not The Right Season

My heart is in a weird cycle,

I like you now, then not later.

I think it's because I really like you!

Told ya it was a weird cycle.

You are someone I really like,

The outer core of who you are,

Haven't really seen the inner part,

That I am not even sure if you'd reveal.

I just love being with you,

I am always happy to see you.

I enjoy every bit of your company.

I can be myself when you are around.

But then, somewhere deep inside,

I just feel that there is something wrong.

Liking someone ain't bad at all,

but developing emotions is something else.

I think I am liking your company too much,

that I always want you to be around.

It's just not right, we're just friends,

nothing more nothing less.

I mean there's also nothing wrong,

with having such feelings for you.

But then this is just ain't my season,

For that kind of a thing.

This season is for me to reach my dreams,

I am not even sure if you're the one for me,

I just got to fight this emotions,

to keep the friendship you have offered.

I don't want to go to extremes.

I want you stay and not leave.

But for that I must discipline my heart.

It ain't easy but it's worth it all.

I sound like a little desperate kid,

But then I am an emotional thing.

I was made this way, God's way.

I was made to love, to care, to be loved.

It's time to say goodbye to this thing,

this thing i call emotional roller coasters.

Something they call love or whatever.

This ain't just the right season for it. :)

True Success

True Success,

I found today where it lies,

Where it could be found,

where it could be attained.

True success I've found,

Not in my skills or gifts,

Not in my bank account or savings,

Not in how hard I worked with it.

True Success is easily spotted,

But is usually ignored and rejected.

It is challenging and pride killing.

Something hard to accept.

True success is no mystery,

It is in the hands of our God.

How to attain it is in His laws.

True success is found with conditions.

True success will reach dreams,

True success will bless relationships,

True success will pour financial blessings,

True success will create real confidence.

True success is found in His Laws.

This is the only source of true success,

Want to know how to attain it?

Read Ephesians 6: 1-3

It's proven and tested,

Wait for my life testimony too,

and someday I will prove this true.

It's a challenge I would surely face.

To reach the dreams God has given me. :)

To be a friend

I really like you so much,

but I think it won't be long.

I know that you are not for me,

but what if I am wrong?

I want to be there for you always,

but do you even need me?

Am I forcing myself into you,

Or am i just plain being a friend?

Everything was well,

Until you somewhat changed.

Did I do something wrong?

Or am I just thinking way too much?

I missed having fun with you,

and not seeing you has been weird.

It's as if we are friends,

but at the same time we are not.

We never had the chance,

To really know each other enough.

Or is this enough,

And i just couldn't accept that fact?

Do I really like you this much?

But what if you don't feel the same?

Is it really about liking you,

or filling this longing in my heart?

Am i being selfish again,

or has love always been like this?

Human love i couldn't understand.

Why does it have to be so hard.

I want to be the best friend for you,

But how could I be one,

When I need you more than you do.

I don't like what I am saying no more.

I think I really like you,

and I don't think it's healthy.

Our friendship might come to an end,

with these crazy emotions I feel.

I think it's time to let go of myself,

and be a real friend that I should be.

Letting go of my feelings for you,

And focusing on the friendship you give. :)