Saturday, December 12, 2009

To be a friend

I really like you so much,

but I think it won't be long.
I know that you are not for me,
but what if I am wrong?

I want to be there for you always,
but do you even need me?
Am I forcing myself into you,
Or am i just plain being a friend?

Everything was well,
Until you somewhat changed.
Did I do something wrong?
Or am I just thinking way too much?

I missed having fun with you,
and not seeing you has been weird.
It's as if we are friends,
but at the same time we are not.

We never had the chance,
To really know each other enough.
Or is this enough,
And i just couldn't accept that fact?

Do I really like you this much?
But what if you don't feel the same?
Is it really about liking you,
or filling this longing in my heart?

Am i being selfish again,
or has love always been like this?
Human love i couldn't understand.
Why does it have to be so hard.

I want to be the best friend for you,
But how could I be one,
When I need you more than you do.
I don't like what I am saying no more.

I think I really like you,
and I don't think it's healthy.
Our friendship might come to an end,
with these crazy emotions I feel.

I think it's time to let go of myself,
and be a real friend that I should be.
Letting go of my feelings for you,
And focusing on the friendship you give. :)


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