Tomorrow.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
100th Entry
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
:)
I will Grow up :)
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Thursday, December 24, 2009
Mask it All
All I ever wanted was to give joy,
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Whispers
Singing my heart out,
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Labels: friendship, whispers
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Not The Right Season
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True Success
True Success,
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
To be a friend
I really like you so much,
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
Counting the days
The bells are ringing,
Homemade cookies baked,
Red and green cards everywhere.
The spirit of Christmas is here.
Christmas is here once again,
Knocking at our doors,
With songs of carols,
Christmas music everywhere.
But why can't i feel it again?
I didn't feel it last year,
Now it's here once more.
Just like the year before.
Busy again before December came,
Been like this three years in a row.
I miss the Christmas spirit in me,
I want it back but don't know how.
I miss counting the days,
Playing Christmas music in full blast.
Wrapping home made gifts,
Writing Christmas letters.
I miss being excited!
I miss the thrill of the months of -er.
I miss decorating any rooms I am in,
I miss christmas fun parties.
I miss Christmas cookies,
I miss writing gift lists.
I miss my spirit...
My spirit of Christmas.
I've been looking for it for long,
It's been three straight years now,
And i can't seem to have it back.
Christmas is an ordinary day for me now.
An ordinary day, or holiday...
Does it even matter?
When I lost the spirit of Christmas.
I lost it... I need it back...
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Labels: Christmas
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
No Title
God I know you're there,
I know that you look after me,
With every move i make,
Wether be it big or small.
God You know my worries,
you know that i trust you,
but do i really trust you enough?
Is doubt really that deceiving?
God You know that deep within,
I have full faith in your Word,
But then again doubt went in,
Asking if it was really your Word.
God you know that I love you,
But sometimes i think I've sinned too much,
Yeah, Forgiveness is always there,
But i don't want to hurt someone i love.
God You know my needs,
You know what I need right now,
You know what could calm me,
You know where I am going.
God there's so much doubt in me,
that i want to go crazy already.
I cried to you several times,
I know my tears matched with yours.
God I want to trust you,
Could you please renew my heart?
I want to keep my faith strong,
Strong enough that doubt couldn't creep in.
God I realized that I really am nothing,
Without you I can never live.
I don't know what's up with me.
Maybe all I just want to say is that...
God I need you
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Reaching my Dreams for yours
I have a dream
And that is for you to reach your dream
Confusing I am to you right now,
But that's the truth, it is my dream.
I dream for you to reach your dream,
and ignite the passion in your heart,
I know you couldn't do it alone,
For I myself couldn't do it alone as well.
I dream for you to never loose hope,
That in every dream is a future unseen.
A future we may never know for sure,
But would surely change history I know.
Each of us has a dream of our own,
Some are unpleasant but most are good.
Each dream needs guidance for sure,
And that is my dream to guide you to yours.
I want to reach you as far as I could,
As far as reaching to your home.
I want to encourage you in every way,
That you may see the importance of your dream.
All dreams have a purpose of their own,
It is in your hands if you'll use it for good or not.
This is my calling this is my dream,
To help you reach your dream for good.
Please pray for me I plead,
I want to reach you as soon as i can,
I know it seems impossible for now,
But nothing is impossible through my God.
Even when everybody says I can't.
I will choose to say "I can!"
Coz Nobody could step on this dream i have,
Unless I allow them to crush this hope in me.
I know I can reach you wherever you are,
It's just a matter of perseverance and faith.
Nobody said it would be an easy task,
But that's the thrill of reaching a dream!
So just wait for me my friend,
I will help you ignite that passion in you.
Just keep on holding and never let go,
Together we will make your dreams come true!
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Labels: alone, dreams, history, hope, shiriel magalong
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Is it Deep Enough?
I like you.
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Labels: friends, I like you, love, mature, shiriel magalong
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Behind the Poise
Friday, August 28, 2009
The Two
My heart is crushed. I am caught in between.
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Labels: brokenness, friendship, past, poem, shiriel, The Two
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Mirror... Mirror on the wall.
I looked at the mirror today,
Looking for pimples i could erase,
Taking off the blemishes off my skin,
Frowning at the imperfection of my face.
Why did i even bother looking?
When all I could feel is ugliness.
But then, I really do wonder...
Why can't I help look at the mirror?
I think...Maybe, just maybe...
It's because I was made this way.
I was created to be beautiful.
Yeah, I think that's the real reason.
Beauty. How is it really defined?
Some say, "Beauty is expensive ",
Some say "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder",
Some even say that beauty cannot be defined.
So what does beauty really mean?
Let's go back from the beginning,
Way back to the Garden of Eden,
From the first woman who ever lived.
Eve.
She was described as beautiful.
She was the finishing touches of creation.
She was created to produce beauty.
That is what beauty really means,
Let's go straight to the point.
How is beauty really defined?
Simple. Beauty is womanhood.
Everything about a woman,
is simply just beautiful.
From the way she walks,
to the way she talks.
From the way she dresses,
to the way she washes,
From the way she smiles,
to the way she cries.
From the way she touches,
to the way she conceives.
From the way she cooks,
to the way she loves.
If you're a woman, then you are beautiful,
no matter what the mirror says to you,
it could never be as accurate as your heart.
In every core of our heart is a woman that is captivating.
So the next time you look at the mirror,
Smile and see the beauty in you,
It can be your eyes, your smile, your nose,
Or even your lips, or your brows.
In every woman, there is great beauty within.
So when the mirror talks to you again,
Smile and just say,
"I am beautiful, I was created to be beautiful."
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Labels: beauty, creation, eve, Garden of Eden, God, mirror, shiriel, smile
Monday, August 24, 2009
First Love
I've liked a guy for six years. He was cool and all that, but he was just a friend. I even wondered why I liked him so much all these years, when I don't even know him that well. I guess this is what you call a "crush" just seeing the mere outside and liking it at that point only. I realized lately that this guy I've liked since I was in grade school, was already gone from my heart, my standards went higher as time passed.
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Labels: first love, God, happiness, Lord, love, Shii, shiriel, single
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Someone I like...
Today I saw someone,
Whom I didn't expect to see.
Someone dear to my eyes,
Unsure if dear to my heart.
He is someone I've known,
Not far from before,
He's actually new to my life,
Which I treasure the most.
He is someone I love to see,
but when his presence is present,
I begin to act like a total crack.
Eating my words, cannot stay put.
Someone I don't really know,
Whom I like to observe,
To know much better,
Than what i already know.
He is unable to be reached,
He is someone who sees me,
Not more than a little girl,
Who needs a pat on the head.
He is quiet, simple and blank.
His words strikes into my heart,
He rarely speaks of foolish things,
And that's what I like most about him.
He is mysterious and calm,
He thinks deeper than the others,
He slowly processes wisdom at hand,
And ask questions I never thought of.
He sits in a certain position,
That makes him look smart and cool,
What's even more better than that is,
He acts this way ever since before.
He doesn't hide what he thinks,
He is straight and frank.
His words hurt at times,
But he speaks in complete truth
He is simple, tall and thin.
Too simple that makes me want,
To add more art on how he dress,
Something I'd do for love.
He thinks so deep that i want to sink,
To dive in his thoughts and clearly see,
What he is hiding deep within.
To see the condition of his heart.
I want to understand him more,
But I don't have the license to do so.
We are friends and that's how it is,
It doesn't hurt, for i do not expect.
There are no emotions attached,
To my pure admiration for him,
For i really haven't seen who he is,
For i can only see the outer mask.
I hope i can see him often,
and talk to him about life,
But i know deep within,
That if i do, I'd fall for him.
I am now not ready for such a thing,
For i know he is still growing and so am i.
He is very near and yet i feel so far.
I want to be a friend, but how can i be?
All I pray today,
Is that i would get to know him more,
and not fall for him the way i see.
I want to be dear to him as he is for me.
Pure friendship is what i deeply seek,
I wonder if he'd accept the offer i wish to give.
I cannot imagine my life with him,
but i really do want to know who he is.
I'm not sure, but i think,
I am deeply attracted to him,
for he is someone like me.
I don't know, I'm not sure.
Whatever it is, all i can say,
I think I like him,
But i could never ever say I love him.
I admire him and i think it'll stay there.
<3
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Labels: admire, confessions, like, love, romance, shiriel magalong, teen
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
STOP!
Busy there, busy here,
Busy now, Busy later.
It's a never ending cycle.
Too much need, to much work.
Where is the beauty of life,
It is never found no more,
when everything is just so fast,
Nothing is just like before.
Stop!
Take a bit of a moment,
to pause in this fast paced life,
You have to want to pause,
To see life in a better view.
It's worth the pause and miss out some,
that never pause and miss out all,
Life isn't all about busyness,
Take a pause and you'll see what i mean.
When you take a pause, to stop
You're giving yourself a precious gift,
the gift of life that was meant for you,
So don't waste it and open it.
Life isn't all about work,
Sometimes you just have to pause,
to see the beauty of what you've done.
Being busy ain't cool, so Stop! you need it the most.
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Labels: gift, Life, miss, new song, Shii, shiriel magalong, stop, waste
Monday, August 3, 2009
You are the only one
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
A declaration
This entry is a declaration.
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
My Little Friend
I have a little friend inside of me,
That calms my heart down,
When it is raging with madness,
That nobody else could calm down.
I have this little friend inside of me,
Who is very patient,
Who is willing to help me any time,
Especially when anger gives me a visit.
I have this little friend inside of me,
Who'd never stop offering himself,
Even if he's completely ignored
At times when my mouth shuts my ears.
I have this little friend inside of me,
that never leaves me alone,
At times when everybody else,
Could never understand how i really feel.
I have this little friend inside of me,
Who is always at war with my pride,
And never gives up no matter what
When anger stirs up my emotions.
I have this little friend inside of me,
Who's the key to healing my heart,
The bridge to connect broken hearts,
The gift that gives peace to my heart.
I have a little friend inside of me,
Whom is always ready to give me a helping hand,
When anger hits my heart.
He's the key to a peaceful life.
This little friend inside of me
is well, not so little after all.
Let me introduce his name to you,
That you may let him give you peace as well.
"Forgiveness"
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Labels: forgiveness, friend, passionartgraphics, Shii, shiriel, shiriel magalong
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Packages
Packages sent from heaven,
Are daily gifts filled with love,
To have it in your hands,
Is a choice you must wisely make.
Packages sent from above,
Are commonly ignored by daily routines.
One must take a silent pause,
To see the beauty heaven has brought.
Packages sent from Heaven,
Are filled with memories of the past,
Filled with laughters and tears,
That heaven would never forget.
Packages sent form above,
Are sent by angels unseen by the eyes,
Covered by their mighty wings,
That no storm could delay.
Packages sent from heaven,
Are sent with a purpose in perfect timing,
Some are wrapped with prayers,
Some with deep anointed worship.
So have you received your package today?
Don't miss it or you'll drop your smile.
These packages are meant to be opened,
On the day it was sent from Heaven. :)
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Labels: Heaven, packages, passionartgraphics, Shii, shiriel, shiriel magalong
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friends
It's funny how a simple smile,
from a dear old friend,
would make my heart skip a beat,
and never want to leave.
It's funny how a simple "Hi",
could make me want to stay,
and cancel all my plans,
and stay with that friend.
It's funny how a simple pat,
could make me want to smile,
that comes from the heart,
that would never seem to fade.
It's funny how my feet won't move,
Once i am beside that friend of mine.
How my thoughts would jump,
From one happy memory to another.
Unforgettable moments,
Flashing before my thoughts,
that makes me want to talk and laugh,
as if tomorrow won't come.
It's funny how a friend, or friends,
would lead me to happiness,
without them doing a thing or two.
Just being with them, is enough.
It's funny how this joy inside,
would never fade at all,
Even if we've said our farewells,
On this busy day.
These feelings rushed into my veins,
with just seeing a friend for a few minutes,
A few minutes that refreshed my mind,
and gave me joy like no other could give.
That's the gift of a friend.
Just being there, a smile or a pat,
could turn a hectic busy normal day,
Into an extraordinary joyful memory :)
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Labels: friends, gift, Joy, passionartgraphics, path, shiriel, smile
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
27
It's one of those days again.
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Labels: 27, future, God, shiriel magalong
Friday, June 5, 2009
Notebook in Pink Ink
Prayers i wrote down,
On a simple notebook on my bed,
written in pink colored ink,
Simple yet covered with faith.
I wrote as if i was talking to God,
Wrote with joy and expectation,
With faith and excitement,
with love and fulfillment.
Never cared what the world would think,
it's written on my simple notebook,
that only my loving God could see,
a place where i could commune with Him.
I love my notebook in pink ink,
Coz there i could read my answered prayers,
Prayers written in faith, covered with love,
written in letters, embedded in the heart.
God answered every thing i wrote,
Answered not in years, but in days,
No, not even days, but hours.
God answers in love and perfect timing.
I can see the greatness of God,
on my notebook in pink ink,
I saw His care and great love,
in the little details of my life.
God is real,
I can prove it for sure,
with my notebook in pink ink,
surely you'll be amazed.
Though i don't need to prove a thing,
coz it can happen in your life as well,
just have the child like faith,
forget about the world and focus on Him.
Try jolting down your thoughts,
maybe in blue black or green ink,
it doesn't really matter at all ,
as long as you have the faith.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Suprise Visit
A surprise visit anger gave my problems today,
Ruined my day and broke some hearts.
People i love, people who loves me,
tears and pain in their hearts i have brought.
A problem so small that anger worsen,
giving a tiny foothold to lies unwanted.
Caught off guard that pierce peaceful hearts,
Pierced by words not meant to be pronounced.
Words released sharper than the sword,
scars so deep, only God can heal.
This is what anger can do in a blink of an eye,
it is unwanted, unexpected, it comes in surprise.
How i wish i could turn back time,
to erase the words I've let go in a snap.
Words unthought about, that wounded hearts,
because of the surprise visit anger has done.
Problems really are blessings in disguise,
but if not handled well,
they're curses ready to charge.
More prepared than we could ever expect
Regret is written all over my soul.
but condemnation is never welcomed for sure.
Forgiveness is the only key,
to these broken hearts I've locked down.
Pride must be offered to God,
to release forgiveness to others and oneself.
Forgiveness is grace given from God,
it shouldn't be taken for granted at any time.
I've learn today,
that problems should be handled with care
or fragile, peaceful hearts,
would be at stake and broken into pieces
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Labels: anger, forgiveness, pride, problem
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Oceans Away
There's this one person i know
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Labels: encouragement, shiriel, timothy santos, work
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Sweet
Today is a funny day.
I was thinking about how i would love giving gifts to my future one last night. I usually give gifts to strangers who has touched my life or gave me a deep insight. A lot sees me as weird when i do this, but what can i say? I love appreciating those who pass by my life.
Then i thought that someday when my prince would come, i'll bombard him with gifts. Then i imagined him giving me unique ones and little simple gifts too :)
Then the funniest thing happened today. While i was washing the dishes. I looked out my window still deep in thought, when a yellow unique bird flew at the wire outside my window. It's the kind of bird I don't usually see. No wait. It's the first time i saw a bird like that!XD
It was so yellow, it had a long beak it was small, it had black wings and some white stripes just below its eyes. It's so beautiful, the yellow color was so rich. Then as i smiled, i just felt God whisper, "I sent that for you, do you like it?"
.
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.
.
.
My heart leaped. I was speechless.
There i was thinking what my future prince would give me, when God was already there bombarding me with small simple but rare gifts. God is my king, and it was so sweet of Him to have sent me that little bird. :)
The best part was when he asked me if i liked it. His whisper was so sweet, it's as if it made my face muscles bring out a very huge smile.
It's one of those days were i could have ignored this little thing, but this time i didn't and i received His gift. :)
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Labels: bird, God, passionartgraphics, prince, shiriel, sweet
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Passing by
Someone I met today.
He's simple, calm, and quiet.
Whenever i hear piano keys,
He's the perfect description.
Each key is a surprise,
Just like his personality,
So many mystery hidden within,
That's exciting to unlock.
A giggle he would present,
that makes me calm at distress,
He's so calm and prince-like,
that makes me smile at times.
My heart took a deep beat,
When he ate my sweets.
Simple it may be,
but who cares, I'm complete.
His works were the best,
He inspired me deep within.
Great beauty i saw,
Written all over his piece.
I know this is not love i feel,
It's an admiration i keep.
He's a good memory to keep,
that would surely make me flip.
So today i thank this mystery man,
for passing by my life today,
it was sure a bliss to have you here,
even if it was just for a day...:)
See you in heaven i know,
there i could love you,
Love you the way i love others,
with no malicious thoughts. :)
Till then, mystery man today,
I hope i see you again.
Take care on your flight,
I pray for a blissful night.
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You Took it All Away
I've drifted away from you long ago,
Never knew what really happened,
But ever since i felt so empty and scared.
Dark clouds of loneliness never left me.
Questions I asked of you what has happened,
I waited and waited, until the dark of dawn,
I finally stopped asking and stopped talking.
I stopped and ran to my friends for help.
My friends where always there,
I actually began ignoring you,
For i thought you were mad at me,
I call out but you don't answer me.
All was okay, until to my great surprise,
Little my little, my friends were fading away.
Even my security and comforts at home faded.
I was so alone again, I am deeply lost, confused.
I kept thinking, "Was it you who took them all away?"
But i believe you would never ever do that to me.
You are not a God who takes happiness away.
All i know is when You close a door, you open a gate.
Suddenly, i found the truth, You took them all away.
You were the one who took all my friends,
You were the one who took my comfort away.
You took it all away, my Lord, You took it away.
You took it away for a reason i didn't see before,
You wanted to take me into a deeper level with you,
That my faith will grow stronger than before.
You wanted to bring me up, not down.
You took them all away for me to see clearly,
That i should depend on you alone,
That despite all my emotions or feelings,
There is a strong foundation of faith in my life.
Now i understand why you were silent,
You were testing me and you knew i could do it.
Now i understand that you never left,
You are actually nearer now than before.
You took them all away that i may see you,
That in every season of my life, its you whom i seek,
That despite all the storms in my life, you are still God.
That in everything i do, i will worship you.
You took them all away in my life,
I thank you, coz now all i have is you.
Let this passion burn for you,
For you are the reason why I am living today.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Shadows
Here I am at the feet of my Saviour,
Unable to see what is ahead,
Feeling despair and loneliness,
Lost at the path i once walked on.
Somehow my saviour stood before me,
Covering me in His shadows,
Feeling emotions i deeply dislike,
Dark, Depressing, Scary.
I thought my Saviour is walking away,
Long away from me for reasons i never knew.
I cried, I deeply longed for His voice,
He is near, but all is just so dark.
My soul was hungry as ever,
To fight or not to fight is at war,
Faith and Doubt is clashing,
But His Love reigned all of them.
Tears run down my cheeks,
Arrows pierce through my heart,
Anger and confusion crept into my mind,
Desperation reign all of me.
I never tried to look up,
for i was tired and lost,
Unable to find the answers,
to my never ending questions.
Where is He?
Why did He Leave me?
What did I do?
Does He love me?
I fought with my emotions,
Held a strong grip on my faith,
Fought the deep fear in my heart,
I looked up despite the darkness in my life.
As i looked up, i saw a light,
A light that showed great glory and splendor,
I stared at this bright majestic light,
searching the whole figure of this light.
As i scanned through the feet of my Saviour,
I didn't see His back, but rather His front.
HE wasn't walking away, HE was walking nearer.
So near, that His shadow reigned all over me.
He extended a hand and smiled at me,
No word was uttered between us,
But great love and concern i felt within,
The true love of a Saviour seen through His eyes.
As He held my hand, He has brought me to a new path,
A path I am so unfamiliar with,
Yet was filled with angels and great wonders.
I just new He has brought me to a new journey.
He has closed the path of the journey i once walked on,
Bringing me closer to this new level of intimacy.
A new level of hand in hand with my Saviour,
A more powerful and fearsome adventure.
No matter how fearsome this path maybe,
My Saviour will never let go of my hand,
We will walk all through out this road,
With complete Love and Passion for the Father...:)
4.14.09
Random Entry
"Hello Good Day" he says,
a simple word he utters,
that makes my heart flutter.
Amazing feeling isn't it?
The normal things around,
Seem magical when he's there.
Things ignored before,
is now seen in great awe.
In love I am, you say?
Not really, more on the search.
Deep in my heart, it longs,
Longs for a prince she never knew.
Someday i want to feel those emotions,
those fluttering tummy butterflies,
those perfect best days proclaimed,
those meaningful dinners.
But then... I do also know,
that when my heart searches,
my prince would never come.
This is one truth that i love. :)
I love it coz i love surprises.
How can surprises be a surprise,
if it's excitedly expected?
It's not a surprise but rather an expectation.
I want my prince to surprise me,
I don't want to expect him to be perfect.
I want to understand and know him,
i don't want to dictate whom i want him to be.
Someday i know he'd come,
and when that day comes,
He'd be reading this insight,
together with my other poems.
I write all of these from my heart,
to my future prince alone,
that he may know who i truly am,
behind every smile i present.
Senseless entry this is for sure,
but i just can't stop thinking about,
a prince whom i don't know for now.
Someday he'll come when i stop looking for him.
But for the meantime, i will write,
write until the time i get tired of it.
A future prince whom God will give me.
The best of all for sure i know...:)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Before..After
Haha God is so funny!
Past Hunting My Present
Pictures are meant to give good memories,
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Cars
I am really not fond of cars,
yes they're very fast,
but i just don't get why men,
loves it so so much.
I see their excitement,
the thrill in their eyes,
their enthusiasm as they speak,
the passion, the dream, the longing.
I can't see in any way,
how i could love cars,
as much as men does...
Its just impossible.
But then...
What if my future prince,
would love cars so much,
so much to the point that,
he wants to talk about it, with me?
How can i relate, if i don't like it at all,
how can i listen if i find it boring,
how can i appreciate it when i see it as metal,
how can i support what he likes?
I don't like it.
but not liking it, is a choice..
wait...
Hey! Then i can choose to like it!
Now i can clearly see,
I may not like it now,
for i have no reason to like it at all,
not even a tiny bit.
But someday, if my prince,
would love it so much,
i think its the most reasonable reason,
to like cars as well.
I would choose to like cars,
coz i love my prince so much,
that i would love what he loves as well,
To see the car not as a mere metal no more.
This is the beauty of loving someone,
I get to love something i ignored before,
For love indeed is a choice,
and choices doesn't depend on feelings.
Now i may not appreciate cars,
but when my prince comes and loves it,
i would surely learn how to love it,
as i learned how to love him...:)
Beauty
Right now i feel something different.
Something way far from the truth,
Something i feel once in awhile,
that really ruins who I am for this time.
Believe it or not, i feel this way.
It's as if it's a part of who I am,
that it was in my genes and blood,
and that, It's what i have as a woman.
I feel like I'm the ugliest person in the world,
Even if i I believe in the truth that I am not.
It's this little acnes popping out of my face,
that causes me to be depressed in some way.
It's also about my weight, my figure,
clothes that fit before, is not fitting no more,
It's as if people are staring at me,
when really they're not.
It's about this personality of mine,
How rotten i feel deep inside,
this imperfection of mine that kills me slowly,
When in reality its actually building me up.
It's about this new hairstyle,
that makes people angry why i changed it,
that creates little weird rumors,
when in reality they're interested.
It's about this fashion i have,
that makes people think I'm too different,
and that I am taking the spotlight!
When in reality they don't even care what i wear.
It's about this words of mine,
that when i open my mouth,
it'll only hurt a lot of people,
when in reality a lot needs to hear my voice.
In the end, it's just all about the perspective!
Okay so i have acne, i'm chubby, i'm weird.
but hey, it's called insecurity and its part of life!
It's a part of who i am as a woman.
I know everyday, women face insecurity.
It's a tough emotion we have to face,
Everyday is a challenge to think positive,
Despite the imperfection of who we are.
So men please give grace to us,
When we rant, we just want to let it out,
We don't always need answers
Sometimes listening is enough.
But i do really know for sure,
what really matters is what's inside.
but i think as women, we want to be beautiful,
we were made that way.
So if we spend long hours in the bathroom,
or go to the gym almost everyday,
or place make up for almost an hour,
or even stay up late just to find the right attire,
Don't take it in as VANITY,
it's just a part of womanhood.
it's what we are made for,
to be and to stay beautiful...:)
Wondering why?
Ask God, read Genesis,
Think why God created a woman,
and why is she the last one made..:)
Let me give you a hint,
When an artist paints,
usually the last thing he does,
is the finishing touches to make it all perfect.
Posted by Shiriel at 10:23 AM 1 comments
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